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Where do I start

I thought for the longest time that life was good and that I had been fortunate to be born into the family that I was born into, a family that cared for me, loved me and tried at least imperfectly to do their best for me.  I still think that this did happen, or this my own denial.  About 4 years ago my perception of my life, started bit by bit to dissolve in front of my eyes.  Everything that I thought I was, every experience needed a re examination. I was married, educated, had a good job, had a beautiful daughter and wonderful wife, I did not understand what was happening to me as I started to slowly sink below the waves of my own thoughts.  I guess I am looking for fellow travellers, others who have or are dealing with addictions, with trauma, hurt, pain and with those who have been lucky not to see this side of life.  This I guess is also additional therapy for me, to add to my impressive list of doctors and therapist that I already and I think fortunately see and help me deal with wounds in my psyche I didn't even know I had until I was in my early 30s.  Anyway for now peace to you